Thursday, April 29, 2004
ARGH. i always forget to blog. lol
always. hmm anyways tmr got chinese MID YEAR EXAMS. wah piangs its like so damn fast! and i didnt even realised it. =/ sighsighsighsighsigh! hate studying..now i just wanna get over EVERYTHING as fast a possible. den when got outta secondary sch life, i hope things will change. every single thing. change for de better of course. =)
i think at night then study. pls god let me pass my exams okay? thank you!
*miracles do happen.
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5:00:00 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2004
watched 50 first dates today. its really nice and funny! the guy is
soooooo sweet! he's willing to give up his dreams..for the gurl. and he has to make her fall in love with him over and over again! AINT HE SWEET? aww. its sosososo sweet. feel so sad for tat guy. like so troublesome annd blah..haha
but sometimes, i really hope im the gurl. slp, wake up den forget everything..haix lucky her yea? anyways theres always a pro and con to everything lil thing..so i guess maybe she aint so lucky too.
AHHHHH and today im so FRIGGING tired. i tell u, i can drop dead and die NOW. so late andi gotta be online..arguing bout stuff..UGH. lifes a bitch. a huge one. and it definately ISSSSSSSSSSSSS OKAY!?!? fuck.
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12:48:00 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2004
fuck fuck fuck FUCK MAn. why must it be you that spoils my mood. wads wrong with ya? or isit me. i dunno but this sure is causing things ta get worse.
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9:32:00 PM
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
heehee. was just chatting with Joyce bout our dream guy! lol well, err the requirements is a secret. hHAHAH lalalala lol siao. anyway its a dream la okay. DREAM. dreams never do come true..haha =X
ARGH! tmr gotta run 2.4km. sucks lor..i tell ya i think maybe i last. lol i dun mind being last but i mind running! waste energy. stupid.!! ANNND u noe wad? i think i flunked all my tests..gonna die! i better study sia. siaann i always study like hell. den forget everything. damnit! damndamndamn.
why must we study. why
must there be freaking OLEVELS. stupid idiot shiity mama freaking dumbos! lol bah..
-life's like this.
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8:37:00 PM
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
OH MY GODNESS. i tell you..today's oral sucked. lol i think i flunk it! ahhhh..i read well i think. but the picture and the conversation sucked big time. hahaha aaaaah!! then hor then hor, tmr i got two tests! BIOLOGY AND POA. argh..sure die lors. haaix..i lazy to study. HOW! no choice
i better go study now hahah nighties.
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8:49:00 PM
Monday, April 19, 2004
yup! changed new bblogskin..muwhaha
finally. teehee.
those words dont really mean anything.. i like the blog cos its BLUE and its nice! *smiles lalala anyway its not really completed yet. i spent so long doing this shizt! lol
alright. tmr got physics test..haha n oh yea, today no band! i mean there wun be any band anymore. 'sort of' i think. yeeee so sad..its like when u wanna leave den u realised that actually band has been a great cca. playing music with everyone. its like
soo many instruments and effort combine together. =D i love us! love band. shalala okie gtg study. byess
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8:27:00 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2004
dun think u know me. becos now, i dun think u do. maybe just alil`.
u've become so..irritating.
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1:19:00 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2004
ahh bored. horrible day. so BLOODY hot! i tell u, i can really melt. and all i did for e whole afternooon was slpslpslpslp watch tv eat SWEAT [ yes, i am a pig.] and slack. haha but i borrowed a big in the library! wooooo after like years? lol AND I GO SCH COME HOME. DEN REALISED I NEVER BRING KEYS! aaaaah. luckily my dad jux nice finish work. i sit downstairs alone for like an hour? hahaha so stupid. nvm its not the first time anyway..hee.
now im eating oranges. they're good! vitamin CCCC. =D and good complexion too. lol okie bye
OH YA! n i wanna shoooooop. sob but no time and no one ta go wif. =(
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5:54:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2004
All about my best friend! =)
I mean my primary school best fren. and my longest best fren ever so far..hee. her name is Miao Ling.
shes short. cute. nice. frenly. warmth. has a set of nice white teeth. nice hair. nice tann. shes in softball! so cool right..gurl is softball. haah and shes from first toa payoh sec. When we were in primary sch, she was one of the two who was staying the nearest to me! the other was lester. i stayed at Bedok Lester at Kembangan and Miaomiao at Toa Payoh! btw, our sch was at around holland village there. lol den we two always after sch go Orchard to have lunch. EVERYDAY! really..almost everyday. go mac, go buy jelly eat, go shop ard..lotsa stuff! in our ugly sch uniforms. hahha if never go orchard den we'll jux hang around at the busstop there..the 7 eleven and blah. really fun! shes just so sweet and nice and all that. huggs love her! i miss her. we'll be frens for life. i know! =D lalalalaa
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9:06:00 PM
Yeeeee..today was a bad say
again! you know wad?! miaoling aka miaomiao..my primary sch best fren, came our scccch! she came! ahhh..but i didnt know she following her sch softball team come den i never meet her. cos i never bring hp today! SOB. of ALL daysssss..i nv bring today. sucks.! i misssed her..so close yet so far. haai..fated? and somemore i skipped band. if i nv skip den i sure meet her! ahhhh..
i miss her. i do i do i really do. miss holland v. miss those days in hpps. miss those days at the petrol station, 7 eleven, cold storage and orchard! miss everythingg..sob. boohoo! WHYY AHHHHH.
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8:24:00 PM
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
today TODAY boring. bored bored boring borred! only one word. argh and i think i suck la okay..i really do. sometimes i suck. maybe even always. i dono but sometimes i can suck to hell. suck in different ways! i think ive got mood swings..and i never use to have dem! its only like now. ever since sec 4. izzit stress? *shrugs
HAAAIS..tmr got three test. physics maths and chinese? die. i noe i sure fail..dumblyn. HOW DUMB CAN SHE BE. stupid moronic freakass. zz
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8:29:00 PM
Monday, April 12, 2004
today wasnt tat bad. haha went ta sch as usual..i couldnt wake up! tell ya..damn tired. MONDAY BLUEES! but heng no band. haha but i love band now! i mean i'll miss it when i have to leave..
and yst was the mmost slacking day of my life! hahah jux sat on sofa whole day. and i mean
whole..hate sundays. its boringg. oh yea, i watched 'Hellboy' liao. its not not nice but its not nice too..hahaha geddit?!?! its draggy. i feel aslp! =X first time i fall aslp in movies. heehe maybe i was too tired. hah okie! gtg. tmr got maths and chinese test for me i think..byeee.
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8:08:00 PM
Saturday, April 10, 2004
annddd to today! lol two different post. my today means [090404`]..it was greeat! fantabulous. hahah went out with eugene!
finally. after for like one week? haha missssed going out. nowadays too busy..haix.
but anyway today was great. went orchard - as usual. lol and went ta eat, walk ard and watch movvie! weeeee..finally watched 'The Prince And Me'! nice show. i like itt..the guy willing to wait for the gurl aww how sweet. like fairy tales. haha okay tmr got chinese lesson. i better go! now 2 + am liao..cyas!
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2:17:00 AM
first! i must start with yesterday night. [080404`] lol i was too tired to blog..hmm yst it was a special day.."a potpurri of senses'' concert! we performed! haai..its all over. its like SO fast!! really fast..months of hard work just ended like this. ended in like 25 mintues? omg..and when the audience wanted encore. the
bloody mdm serlyna dun allow! ass. why cant she let us?! its like our last chance? sob..its so saaddening. when i see songxia hug ms yip. its like all the feelings came over me..suddenly, i dun wanna leave band. i dun wanna leave ms yip. shes such a great instructor. motivative and everything..i like her! I WANT TO HAVE A BLOODY PROPER CONCERT. i know it wasnt tat great yst..but its really scary and everyting?! we all tried our best as one. thats sweeet..=)
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2:10:00 AM
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
so many movies i wanna catch..diedie no money anymore. haha nvm slowly..maybe can buy pirated VCDS! =p now ms tan start revising liao..haha its great becos she dun teach. i mean its definately 'nicer' in a way. no homework too! maybe
not YET. lol
wah today got rehearsal for concert..omg so fast! time flies. esp in sec4..time like zoom pass liao. 4 months!
only 50+ more days to Chinese Olevels!! ohmaan..scary pary. and today in band i didnt play well. okay..not only me. like the whole band sounded bleh! yeeee..i hope it'll be okay tmr cos i dun wan this to be a mess. i really hope this will all go well and stuff. it
is after all our
first and last concert..aww so sad. when gonna leave band like so sad, den when going like gonna die. zzz haha life's so weird.
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9:52:00 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
i hate depreciation and disposal of fixed assets in poa! becos i dono a shit about it..hahaha argh and tmr got test lor. siansiansian i dun wanna study! i
wan but i lazy..hee haixxxx yay! thursday coming! conccccert! yay friday coming! can go out wif eugene! weeeee..shaalala
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9:19:00 PM
Monday, April 05, 2004
TODAY maths test sucked! hahah eh
E maths leh..bet i fail hmmmmmm anyways, wah 3 more days to concert! weeeeeee..finally! haha ive been waiting for this day. after this than YAY no more band! but its kinda sad..i mean when u wanna leave den sad. haha haiya life is
complicated.
Yippie yahyah yippie yippie yah! today wasnt a bad day..but it isnt too good too. just ALRIGHT. lol lalalaala okayokay no homework or test! YEAAH! bathe. ciao!
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8:12:00 PM
Saturday, April 03, 2004
OUCH. my toes hurrts! got
pus. diguesting gross sick. i
think my nails went in..eeeeeew. ingrown nails. stupid stupid stupid..and tmr is sunday. i hope monday never comes. =/ den dun need emaths test. sigh..
A1 - The Things We Never Did
You and me
We sit and talk of friendship then I ask
If you can see
If we could be together, forever
I see the light die in your eyes
Cuz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
*Chorus
We'll take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'll never
Regret
The things we never did
You turn to me
I see your eyes
Andsomehow,they cease to shine
You smile at me yet I can see
You don't think we can make it
You see the light die in my eyes,
Cuz I'm scared to lose you
I wish you would try
*Chorus
I see the light die in your eyes
Cuz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
*Chorus
Then you'll never regret the things we never did
The things we never did
well, old but nice song.
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10:18:00 PM
Thursday, April 01, 2004
yawns* tired out! today got sports day..so sch was halfday. which is a total good news cos no
MATHS! wweee nothing could be better. hahah anyway today i ran 100 and 200m. LOL wa lao..2nd last and last. hahaha lost stamina liao la..old liao. omg i think i needa exercise more! but i expected the results la..so i aint sad. lol i almost fainted! i mean the feeling like i gonna faint when i ran 200m halfway. lucky i stable myself. IM
STRONG!
hmm tmr got sch and two tests! siao one..how to study.so tired and everything..
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9:04:00 PM
