Monday, May 31, 2004
its finally over..omg and it was scary. ah i dont know how to put it in words..haha i lost so many marks! grh..pls give me an A2. plsss i
need it!
anyway whatever? [lol tok so much say whatever.] i can finally slack alil and heck care bout chinese! heh. =)
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3:16:00 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2004
its getting nearer.
i think i cant breathe anymore.
i cannot take this.
somebody, stab me!
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1:29:00 AM
Saturday, May 29, 2004
f c u k.
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11:12:00 AM
Friday, May 28, 2004
WOOOOOOOOOO ANOTHER DAY IS PASSING.
CHINESE IS COMING!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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6:20:00 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2004
23 23 23 23. thats my L1R4 only. not even L1R5. hahahahaha how am i gonna survive? in this stupid place. argh im so gonna die..HOW AM I GONNA SHOW MY MUM. damn!
godbless me. =/
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7:45:00 PM
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
People jus suck.
S U C K. maybe even me, lyn.
anyways, i love this song. =)
Outkast - Roses
Caroline! Caroline!
All the guys would say she's mighty fine
But mighty fine only got you somewhere half the time
And the other half either got you cursed out, or coming up short
Yeah, now dig this, even though (even though)
You'd need a golden calculator to divide (to divide)
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
[*Chorus] (Repeat 2x)
I know you'd like to think your shit don't stank
But lean a little bit closer
See that roses really smell like boo-hooooo
Yeah, roses really smell like boo-hooooo
Caroline!
See she's the reason for the word "bitch" (bitch)
I hope she's speeding on the way to the club
Trying to hurry up to get to some
Baller or singer or somebody like that
And try to put on her makeup in the mirror
And crash, crash, crash.. into a ditch! (Just Playing!)
She needs a golden calculator to divide (to divide)
The time it took to look inside and realize that
Real guys go for real down to Mars girls, yeah!
[*Chorus] (Repeat 2x)
Well she's got a hotty body, but her attitude is potty
When I met her at a party she was hardly acting naughty
I said "Would you call me?"
She said "Pardon me, are you ballin'?"
I said "Darling, you sound like a prostitute pursing"
Oh so you're one them freaks, get geeked at the sight of ATM receipts
But game been peeped, dropping names she's weak
Trickin' off this bitch is lost
Must take me for a geek a quick way to eat
A neat place sleep, a rent-a-car for a week, a trick for a treat
Now go on the raw sex, my AIDS test is flawless
Regardless, we don't want to get involved with no lawyers
And judges just to hold grudges in a courtroom
I wanna see ya support bra not support you!
[*Chorus] (Repeat 4x)
[Repeat 2x]
Better come back down to Mars
Girl, quit chasin' cars
What happens when the dough get so low
Bitch, you ain't that fine
No way.. no way.. no way
[Repeat 2x]
Crazy bitch (repeated in background)
Bitch, stupid ass bitch
Old punk ass bitch, old dumbass bitch
A bitch's bitch, just a bitch
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6:44:00 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
MY BROTHER JUS CALLED. i miss him so much!! :((
need him in my life. lol what the..dodoodo jus love him to e bitsss!
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8:15:00 PM
Jus realised how much i love my house home whatever. best place to be alone. best place to do whatever you want and jus BE ALONE. although being alone sometimes sucks..haha I miss my brother! hes away on a holiday with his dearest gf. and im SO jealous! can get on a holiday when im like suffering in hell..beh. but i jus miss him so much. wonder what i'll do without him. ive got so much to say!
Haven start studying chinese. BET I'LL NEED TO RETAKE. hope not anyway..i jus cant remember a thing i studied! that sucks.. left only like 144 hours?! [wess calculated it. hahha] nvm, i shall start. i swear i will. oh yes i noe i will. YEA LYN GO LYN WEE LYN SHALALA LYN LYNLYNLYNLYNLYNLYN!! rest in peace lyn. lols
loveqansabjas. thankyou for any and everything!
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7:48:00 PM
Monday, May 24, 2004
school sucked - as usual
i freaking hate school now. i mean dono since when i jus like hate it alot. and i mean
alot. Its like it cant be put into words. they're all too..simple. yurp, it jus sucks thinking of ANYTHING related to school, except the pple duh. [excluding some teachers whose face and voice jus suck like dono what.]
Ah Questie. are u sad? i saw smth..he deleted the whole msg. and didnt even reply to MINE too. [which wasnt like much!] what the hell. hahaha neh jus kidding. for
your sake, i shall not harm him with my words. :) and i even realised that his bday is..****88`. go look again okay? yea. im so envious of dem!? although maybe they arent together anymore..but at least they
had fun! i miss u-know-who. bet you do too. BEEH if i say more..i'll ___.
okay who cares about the world now. its filled with pple who tries too hard to do something, pple who cant be trusted, pple who leaves jus like this blahblahblah and BLAH. BYE
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7:38:00 PM
Sunday, May 23, 2004
This is the
time for someone.
Time when u feel like the world sucks.
Time when u hate everyone.
Time when the word 'fuck' replays in ur head.
Time when u feel useless.
Time when u need to be alone.
so jus
GO AWAY okay? dun say i didnt warn u, you moron.
itsgonnabehardlynstaystrong.
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8:47:00 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2004
the POA thing was like DOT. i dono wad to say but its like..we ran and ran and sweat like we jus bathed. i kinda felt stupid for a second. lol u wont know wad i mean unless yur
there. Beh anyway we didnt win any shit prize and returned back totally shagged. And i
had to meet my mum to like get groceries! BRH.!! anyways, the best thing now is..
I HAVEN BATHE. mUhwhahaha yes after like one whole freaking day of sweating perspiring or whatever, im still HERE. typing awy. i think i stink the whole room..but who cares? its MY room and i think my room always stinks. hahahaha [not that i never bathe. jus - S T I N K]
Sigh think i better get on with it now..my eyelids are giving way. lol
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11:05:00 PM
Friday, May 21, 2004
got a new blog look! heh. took like an hour plus? POOF finally! sANDCAstles..beh its a lil biiiit of bullshit but nvm it looks nice. =)
wwoot although i like missed school but it was damn fun..hahah Q came over and we were totally like BITCHING. [since we're bitches,
so i use e word 'bitching'. lol] hhahah haven had so much fun in like donkey years!? figuring out wad and how to say to erm our fren [*winks at Q. muwhaha] and ya so fun. took photos and jus like a gurl's day. lol cool uh? shallaa yeap but tmr gotta go ta sch..*falls lol sian but nvm.
LIFES LIKE THIS!!
get over it lynnieeeee.
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9:37:00 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Lyn oh lyn. why oh why. fail and fail. fall and die. shit you man. damn you ass. i hate school. and so do you? i failed maths. yea both maths.
im so dumb. what to do? play a fool. now regret, for what use?
HAAIX life sucks. no it doesnt but then again, it does! i dunno what im getting at but ya whatever it is..all i know is Olevels are here in like 10 days. TEN ONLY ONLY TEN! im so dead becos im not prepared for it AT ALL. not at all leh..im so shagged. always so tired and dead.
I FEEL DEAD. sometimes u jus hope that u'll die. yea, tats what im feeling now..
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8:58:00 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
My ear hurts hurts hurts hurts HURTS! OWWW..i dono why. jus like became block and den now it hurts like shit. hahaha whatever it is, YA my results have been sucking but i dun really care. and it
worrries me that i actually DUN care. gosh i think im going crazy..hahaha sing it!
Whatever it is, i'd better start STUDYING CHINESE. before i fall and cry and regret when i fail..lol i think im gonna get a new blog or wad..so CHECK IT OUT DUDES. be patient. =)
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7:47:00 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2004
I JUS WATCHED TROY TODAY AND IM TELLING U U
HAVE TO CATCH IT! its damn nice! BRAD PITTTT..gosh i love him. hahahaahahaha so handsome. and tat woman's very pretty too. hmm they would all risk and die for love. its so sweet..so many sweet parts and sentences. like 'until the day they burn my body, i will love you.' and 'i dont want peace, i want you.' but i think the saddest part was when Achilles SUCH A LEGEND. he died becos he save that gurl..its so. touching!! sob..anyway u really have to catch it. ITS FREAKING NICE. okay nuff said. i go slp hahaha bye!
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10:19:00 PM
DEAD BORED! and i hate feeling bored..okay its not like anyone likes it. but for me, when im bored, i just get this weird feeling. like lonely feeling. like standing alone. all those old stuff keeps getting back to me..argh it sucks.
anyway think im going out later..but haix lazy and i dono..better den staying home anyway. haha
*the regrets in our lives are the risks we never take*
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10:20:00 AM
Friday, May 14, 2004
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. YEAH YEAHYEAHYEAH YES! finally! dunno whata say. but ANYWAYS STILL GOT CHINESE O's. which for ur info, sucks MORE. hhahahahahaha zzz
nvm haven been blogging..cos i was sick. YEA! its
had to happen during exams..beh! i was reaaaaaaaaaaally sick. super sick. but anyway, im strong u see. so im okay now..muwhaha. kidding. heh
today im just gonna chill out and SLACK. but my favourtie show no more..yst last episode. how sad! nvm go check out others..hahaha buhbyee
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7:31:00 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what its like,
To be the bad man,
To be the sad man,
Behind blue eyes.
And no one knows
What its like to be hated,
To be faded to telling only lies.
[*Chorus(start)]
But my dreams..
They arent as empty.
As my conscious seems to be.
I have hours, only lonely.
My love is vengeance,
Thats never free.
No one knows what its like,
To feel these feelings.
Like i do, and i blame you!
(Ends)
No one bites back as hard
On their anger.
None of my pain woe,
Can show through.
[*Chorus]
Discover l.i.m.p. say it (x4)
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one know how to say
That they are sorry and dont worry
Im not telling lies
[Chorus]
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man,
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
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5:55:00 PM
Monday, May 10, 2004
*coughs. i feel so sick..damn exams. stupid exams. to hell u go. DAMN!
what do u do when u are too stupid to learn? what do u do when nobody knows how u feel? what do u do IF U ARE ME. WHAT DO U DO IF THE WORLD SUCK TO U.
my emaths was like a total crap..and i dun wanna fail. its
E maths! E E E E E E E. not
even A and im dying..i left so many blanks. lots i FORGOT to do. lyn is too
dumb. im so stressed. nobody's there.
great, cry la. cry more. stupid lyn. crying doesnt help.
GOODBYE TO POA AND EMATHS PAPER 2 AND THE REST OF THE BLOODY PAPERS TOO.
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6:33:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
yawns. stupid..have to wake up so early on a SUNDAY.! i got tuition at 8..and shes not here yet. phew..she always come early one. [most of the time] lol AND I HAVEN STARTED ON BIO. i am
so gonna die! BOOOOOHOOOHOOOO! nvm..i shall try my freaking best to finish. i must! i think i slacked too much yst..but nvm. EVEERYONE NEEDS REST, RIGHT!? hahhahha console myself. shallaala
alright i think shes gonna come soon. bbbye. AND IT BLOODY ENDS AT 1030. zzz 2 half hrs. goodluck to me. pity me pple. ciao =(
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7:51:00 AM
Friday, May 07, 2004
I THINK MY TAGBOARD ISNT WORKING. shitty nana. DAMNIT and today's paper was a total FLUNG! AAHHH *roars like a lion* and i had to fake to my mum say..okay la. hahahah what the heck la whatever.
AND I THINK MY FONT IS FREAKING SMALL. but if make big not nice leh..lol OH WELL NEVERMIND haha
sian half! later got TUITION. nvm
tolerance! YOU CAN DO IT LYN!
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6:48:00 PM
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
I HATE YOU. YES U MARK WAH THIS IS DEDICATED TO U. u stupid piece of crap u suck! u spoiled my morning and for heaven's sake stop thinking tat ure SO great. becos comeon` ure just a PIMP. yes u got it.
P-I-M-P. i dun care if i sound mean now..becos u always think ure so damn shit great. for all i noe, ure selfish, a big bully and a arrogant freak. so wake up please?! yea damn you.
argggh he really think hes like so sosososo great. he'll be if he isnt like this..anyways tonight im gonna BURN MIDNIGHT OIL! gotta finishing studying physics..so tmr can contd with history. if not..DIE. i scared..im so not prepared and ready for the exams..HOW WAD AM I GONNA DO. im so dead
- the world is place where humans are accidents waiting to happen. - zzzz
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8:05:00 PM
Monday, May 03, 2004
*so crazy nani mo kamo, sutete shimaeru kamo. i maybe crazy dakedo, dare mo tomerarenai [crazy 4 ya love!] LOl im singing la..i LOVE this song. and the Mtv is goddamn nice!! aAHHHHHHH and i wanna d/l the AlARM Pv but dun have leh..sucks. okay nvm I WILL FIND IT ONE DAY. mwuahaha
*i believe i can i believe i will! lol another song. told ya i love singing although my voice sucks but WHO CARES RIGHT ?!!? shalala ya bye time to watch tv. later got tat nurse show which has tat really cute guy and got ANTM! BYEEEEE
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9:19:00 PM
You totally make me smile! =DDDD thank you.
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12:19:00 AM
Sunday, May 02, 2004
arh. today went ta study POA with jas and sab. anyway oobviously we didnt really studied..was like eating and talking about half of the time. but anyway i kinda mananged to revise on the 'Correction Of Errors' and some Physics chapters. lol hai tmr got english exams. sucks. i know i sure no time to finish. I NOE IT.
AND IVE 100% DECIDED that i wanna get into a JC. i wanna get in SAJC. but but..i know i cant. aiya at most go lousy JC lor..lol neh. i'll try my best! i even went ta surf websites on JCs for like 2 hrs?! LOL and i came across this really stupid one..FUNNY! hahah veryvery stupid. instead of talking about the cut off points, the web tells u about the uniform,toilet,teachers,canteen food and chiobs and yandaos! LOL stupid right..god. anyway i gtg bathe and slp. BUHBYE!
btw the website is http://www.jcguide.org/ . lol
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10:05:00 PM
Saturday, May 01, 2004
lifes so fragile. u never noe when u'll just fall and break into itsxy bbitsxy pieces.
never.
Avril Lavigne - Dont Tell Me
You held my hand
and walked me home, i know
Why you gave me that kiss,
it was something like this,
it made me go oh oh.
You wiped my tears,
got rid of all my fears,
why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough,
to take up some of my love.
Guys are so hard to trust.
Did i not tell you that i'm not like that?
Girl the one who, who gives it all away.
*Chorus
Did you think that i was gonna give it up to you? (This time)
Did you think that it was something i was gonna do? (And cry)
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm
and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants,
I'll have to kick your ass
make you never forget.
I'm gonna ask to you stop,
i thought i liked you alot,
but im really upset (really upset)
Get outta my head,
get off of my bed,
yeah thats what i said.
Did i not tell you that i'm not like that?
Girl the one who, who throws it all away.
*Chorus
This guilt trip that you put me on
Won't mess me up, i've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
*Chorus
I'm better off alone, anyway..
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