Saturday, July 31, 2004
take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you.
`cause all that's left has gone away
and theres nothing there for you to prove.
oh, look what you've done,
you've made a fool of everyone.
oh well, it seemed like such fun until you lose what you had won.
give me back my point of view
'cause I just can't think for you.
i can hardly hear you say, what should I do?
well you choose.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:36:00 PM
using bro's com. i snatch from my dadie! ahahah hes the nicest guy on earth. =D
talking about my com, i really dono whats wrong with it. it sucks BIG HUGE GIANT time. i swear if ive got money, the things im gonna get are:
1) a new washing machine for my hse
2) flat screen computer [a good one]
3) CLOTHES
ohkay i dun wanna be too greedy. hahaha anyway those were ifs.
hahaha went for pizza feast on thurs. SUPER FULL. i swear i could have died of over pigging! horrible. anyway it was worth it. had fun! heh oh ya thanks to that BGSS guy who gave us like 20bucks discount. next time go pizza hut must go bedok one. hahaha =X [i realised that i keep hahaha-ing. siao man. =]
yrst was a friday! wooo i love fridays; its my slacking day. =) ah i slack everyday yes, but on fridays, i can slack peacefully. =p u noe like without feeling bad? hehe
DO YOU KNOW?
fridays rock more den saturdays!
reason is becos saturdays are BORERING to me..usually i mean. like nth to do..go sch come home watch tv eat slp. only sometimes go out. yahyah my life is boring lah lol
anyway today wasnt boring. :))) today was tiring and i dont even noe why! hahaha
im gonna study tmr.
what?! stop looking like that?
i will! i'll do my emaths. yeah, needa finish ALL of them. zzzz i hate maths lor..
alrights gonna bathe larh! byebyebyebye nuggynights hugs
OH YA! i can FINALLY d/l songs! i was so high, i d/led like 50 songs in one day. bwhahaha thanks to rahim. =) hes so niceniceniceNICE.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:14:00 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
im hungry,no food.
im tired, too early to slp.
im lazy, to study.
im pigging, jus pigging?
damnit, o's are coming in like 97 days [isit?] and im still not working it out.
urrgh! when will i ever start? =( when i get my motivation, it usually only last for like 15 mins!? and poof its gone. sucksss it nv stays. never.
okay not like it's its fault but i still need it!
nyways, tmr got no maths. yippieyippie yah! hahah but i can dun go everyday already! think she forgot about herself saying grp B pple needs the everyday thing. heh so lucky!
ooo..food is here. finally ah! burpbye!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
8:06:00 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
| How to make a Pearlyn |
Ingredients:
5 parts pride
1 part arrogance
1 part joy |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability |
*prays hard* yesyes i noe i needa study and not only pray. =/
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:56:00 PM
Monday, July 26, 2004
im bored! home sweet home yes but its kinda boring when u think about tmr?
the whole life routine starts again. u wake up. go to school. same lessons. same faces. same voices. remedials. lunch. home. dinner. homework. [study?] sleep. repeat the whole crap again. THATS IT?! the end fullstop period. we dun even get to do anything new..yuck. boringboringboring life. now i see why everyone cant wait for os to end! haha it'll be freedom! *sings* im like a birdd.. =)
lol aah poa test tmr! nvm..its time to start. really really time. hrrm.. thinking bout that time we were counting down to chinese. started from about 80+ days? but before i know it, suddenly left only 20 days. i was like omg why so fast! so now i think i'd better get prepared. hehe
thinking bout today, rofl. i keep psycho-ing myself in class! ohkay here goes >>
- aiyah..very fast one larh! one period, only half hr.
- maths is fun, maths isnt boring. ms tan isnt that bad after all!
- im not sleepy im not sleeepy. :)
- sch's ending soon!
and dun be amazed, it worked! bwhahaha
edited* oh yurp i forgot..lol
happy buurday lennard!
happy birthday chunfeng!
sweet 16. =D hahaha guys can sweet 16 too right? lol nvm..byes!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:09:00 PM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
lol so i didnt meet up with my pri sch frens..hadta go to my cousin's! [or aunt? arh same larh] :( cant be helped anyway..
yurp. guess where my cousin stays? BUKIT BATOK. like wth..took mrt from one end to the other. my butt really rotted! nyways went west mall and it was like bloody crowded.
!@#$% everyone there to watch FIR =/ u can die trying to squeeeze.
i hope tmr never comes? i hope tmr could be friday all over again! den saturday and sunday den friday again..hahaha whole cycle repeats. now hows that? =) okay maybe after while it'll become sian again but at least i wan it now? hmmm i feel like something's missing - like im suppose to do smth but its not done. but e thing is, i really dono what!?
100 more days to Os? thats what i heard but really, what i rather noe is that theres
only 122 days more and
tada! olevels are gone! poof it shall be. cant wait cant wait.
maths remedial tmr. as usual..sigh.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:47:00 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
when I'm cold and crying, breaking up inside.
you're the voice of reason, that helps restore my pride.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:57:00 PM
im finally blogging! hahahaha `ve been mia for like errr.. two days? okay thats not very long but aiyah.. whatever. lol
at last, mean girls! i watched it today..heh so happy. over the moon the sun and all the planets! i was waiting SO long for that show. the burn book! maybe i should go write one..LOL alright den i'll probably be called a fugly slut. =/ anyway the show's not nice until so nice but its still nice. geddit? no, nvm hahaah im crazy..weilik is such an idiot? lol =X i told him i watched it and den he was like 'lol funny..mean girl watch mean girls,' -.-
i
am
not
even
mean!?
hes crazy..
ahhhh today wasnt tt bad but damn tiring! slept at 1plus yst and den woke up for sch and den came home and went out until now!? let me die. hahaha juskidding. i dun wanna die yet. not now. oh ya saw kesh zy wh and ys too, at wisma. but didnt getta see anyone i wanted to see..=( boo
sometimes life feels so good, u hope u'll never die. other times it really sucks like dono what and u cant wait to die. right? yeeees im sure its a yes, i think? bwhaah how ironic. im too tired! anyway i dono why i said that =l eyes closing. haven even bathe too..shucks bathing really needs energy. lol to scrub and all i mean! bathing helps to wake me up! yeaah thats a good thing becos i wanna catch a show on tv at 1am. that is like 1 half hrs away? shit i think i cant tahan!
*yawns* thinking about monday really makes my head crack brain burst. school. teachers. books. MRS SONG that old stupid naggy auntie. remedials. pengs i hope monday never comes! hah fat hope. yays think im gonna meet up with my primary school frens tmr. its been yrs since i last saw dem! ahaha cool but anyway its only MAYBE. so ya hehe
okay i better go bathe to keep myself awake!
goodbye!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:39:00 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
hello blog. hello people. hellohello. hahaha im finally 16! =) nc16 movies here i come. heh watch officially. lol
anyways, big thankew to pple who gave me pressies! really appreciate them.. reeaaaally. *hugs*
today was a long day but im gonna tok about ms tan again. lol she laughed in class today during maths! damn funny can! [< haahahahahah rofl her whole face went red and i mean REALLY RED. like tomato? i swear its true! hahahah lazy to elaborate the whole thing but its damn funny cos everyone went laughing away when we saw her laugh..so she too can laugh. ooo ! hahahah so mean juskidding. =p skipped maths today.
ah, bro's home and im using his com! my com cant post a blog larh..sucks i think i really needa repair it again! waste money..im sososo broke. `ve got s/s test on friday. on sec 3 AND 4 topics! im dead! i haven even start studying okay? nvm..die tmr. hahaha nights pple! ciao!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:12:00 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
am sososo restless. today was so draggy.. lessons and lessons and more lessons plus 2 remedials until 5pm? that makes 9 hours of studying! ohmyfreakinggod. that is so damn long lor? so glad i survived. haha
maths' getting on my nerves!! brrrh. yeaah i talk about maths all day long but its jus THERE. u know? in my head. i cant even bloody get rid of it. hahaha ms tan was asking us to read out our formulas as we walk home. as in read OUT LOUD. shes crazy! but sometimes, she can be quite comical larh..saying stupid things that is not funny but becos shes saying it thats why its funny! hahaahahah serious!!
nowadays really like got so much work to complete..olevel's coming! jas was telling me in sch what how many days left blahblah..and even jacjun's blog has it! 104 more days. [as in of today] haha ve got enough stress already and here comes peer pressure! =/ its quite scary ah..big fat donut O. im
gonna gobble it down and doubleyays! away with worries. that day will come! soon. :)
ive seen enough
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:44:00 PM
Monday, July 19, 2004
yeah so i guess school wasnt that bad? but the day was long..yesyes it was. mathsmathsmaths. making me so sick. miss tan always try to make stupid jokes. dono whether is purposely or she dun even noe shes making one!? and when she makes one..she never laughs or even smile -.- the only time i actually saw her really smiling from her heart was i think during assembly? the whole latin drums thingy. SHE LIKES LATIN! =o! hahaahhhah! okay who cares..lol
went macs after maths. ahhaha the seventeen article. we'll show u another day angie! *winks*
theres english tmr still..urgh! it sucks larh! waste our time..and i haven do my zuowen yet. bwhahaah yah im a lazy freak! ve got maths and errm biology wkbook and ah dono larh..whole load of work. gonna start on it later.. someone movtivate me? i need help here.
my bro's got a new phone! im so jealous..sony ericsson, k700i. its damn nice! haha okay not very but the camera's very clear and the errr whats that called the buttons! i like the look of it. very light and all too..anyway its a present from his girlfriend. so ya, my family's not rich! wish i was..fat hope. fat dream.
haven bathed since i got home..lol stinkyshit! mamie's nagging already larh..why do they nv understand how much we hate to study?
buhbye niyte!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:37:00 PM
Saturday, July 17, 2004
im feeling so so tired! eyelids are closing.
home from swensens. yes, hse of icecream! fats. hahaah but nvm its for the moment of..joy? =p its all my cousin's fault! i was already feeling so lazy when she made me go eat with her. the thing is.. i jus finished eating my dinner!? so its like..i went all the way to tm to meet her. watch her eat. and den go home. -.- hahah no la..not exactly. the temptations were too high! so i had icecream - strawberry stripes! deliyumcious. lol
its gonna be sunday..shucks another boring day. sunday = homework day. i hate homeworks. i hate school. hahaha i think i said this maybe a thousands times already? but still, I HATE SCHOOL!! x gazillion billion zillion trillion. if only this words helped..lol about 4-5 more mths and im freee! patience..patience is all i need now.
if you come to me.
* lyn flies to sleep *
i hope i dun get weird dreams..i keep having dem these days. wonder why? goodnight everyone!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:02:00 PM
whooo! its finally saturday! weekends again. but today is gonna be a boredbored day..argh weekends are starting to suck! staying at home all day long..tmr will also suck. i can bet with u on that! cant wait for the day olevels are gone and everyone can party all night long! fwaaah! the day olevels end is the day our life in hell ends! whahhaha but im gonna miss my frens..yes i will.
my mamie's asking me to go somewhere i refuse and she says im bad to her. -.- what theory is this?! shes going some auntie's hse and i really dun like it there. i dont want to go. issit wrong?! ... doesnt really mean anything. or does it? lol i dun mean anything anyway.. i love her so much!
i absolutely love fridays.
friday was yst! the most relaxing day in sch. i blogged bout it but my stupid com got some problems. now i can only use my bro's com to blog. my com's IE got some irritating problems!
just let me recall what i wrote. lol hmm..had only 2 periods of lessons and the rest were all free! free = no teacher. do nothing and slack! =) but`ve got zuowen and maths worksheets to complete over the wkends. aaah, and i forgot to copy the zuowen topic down! =X i cant do zuowens at home.. shalll see how i go about it tmr. damnit! i forgot theres physics test on monday! mondays suck; monday blues. okok back to friday..we went mac for lunch and den to sab's hse. lol had fun laughing and i was bloody irritated by her 'pet' puku. shes lucky i didnt kill it! hahaha no lah it cant be killed i think? =p
wah.. what a long entry. i could type more but nvm! i'll go surf the net. heeh byeeee! my mum's still asking me to go. =/ NOOOO..
Don't you know everything goes around ?
Feels like I'm falling but my feet are on the ground.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
2:39:00 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2004
caught
king arthur today.
ARTHOROUS!!
okay fine. so i dont know how to spell..
so what?! lol i'll figure it out later. hmmm it was not bad although i tot it wud be sucky..hehe some scenes are kinda sad! go catch it. im gonna watch mean girls. i dun care! ya spoilt brat = lyn. lol
sooo..there'll be no maths tmr! everyone's happy until their jaws are
stuck open!hahaha okok i seem to be blogging about maths all day long. =/ alrights lets see. i haven do my homework. haven bathe. haven do any crap! but i smell my mummy's crabs now. *drools* im not hungry but the smell is really like..omg im in heaven lah! hahaha she doesnt cook everyday u noe? so today is a special day. :)
okay gonna watch tv, bathe and den eat and den see what i can do..lol homework maybe. not maybe, i mean
MUST. yurp ciao!
Some say hearts grow silent,
in a world where no one cares.
Some say time is the healer.
But in a house where no one speaks,
love keeps slipping away.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:17:00 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
HAPPY BUUURDAY SABBIE!
hahah big enough? =P hope u liked our present and the whole 'cake' thing. alil paiseh but ya..lol anyway jus enjoy yur special day. *hugs* =)
good news! maths has been cancelled for the rest of the week..ms tan's not free. *jumps around* hehe good for me! if not i'll die in her class. but i got a hitch that she might be able to make it somehow on someday? friday maybe. but got poa..zzz! my life's all stuffed up with remedials and more remedials. its like ive got
no life! irritating..
im eating apples. well, as the saying goes..
"an apple a day keeps mr doc away!" so i needa stay healthy u see..hahahahha! im crapping. im so bored..got hw [i think?] but lazy to do.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
8:09:00 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
whywhywhy.
so many 'whys' in my head. too many to be stated out! life's so unfair. now
again - why!? arghURGHagh raaaah! think im going crazy. why are there so many 'whys' in my head? hahaha stupid.
now im in for maths remedial
everyday. ya, u got me? everyday!!! this is no joke. lol aaaahh its crazy..mathsmaths whole day maths. stop me from becoming insane. =( i dun hate maths but i dun like it either..its jus boring larh. [sometimes]
today is one of the worst day of my life! =|
Aint no headlights on the road tonight,
Aint nobody here to make it right.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
9:08:00 PM
Monday, July 12, 2004
finished my work! hahaha haven accomplished this for donkey years!
i feeel goooood.
im feeling so good now.
=) gonna sleep. nights people!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:39:00 PM
yeah!
GREEN. my blog's clean
and green now! lol i fell in love with green recently. dono why?! but i hate those dull greens..it sucks like hell! ah anyway i noe my blog is a lil tooo greenie but nvm larh! bear with the brightness =P hehe
i was so slpy in class today. rainy days are the BEST time to slp! too bad we're always in sch when its raining..=( hahaha
hmwork for today :
1) s/s source based and essay.
2) POA tys. qns on amalgamation..
3) hmmm is that all? i think so? =))
thats not alot right..yea, i think so. remember im gonna be 'guai' now? wohuizhuo. iwilldo! alrights, bathe dinner den do.
seeeeyah
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:02:00 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
i jus finished a PACK of chocolates and im gonna have my dinner
now?
omg, fatness madness!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
6:36:00 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
in the heat of summer sunshine,
i miss you like nobody else..
in the heat of summer sunshine,
i kiss you, and nobody needs to know.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:40:00 PM
im back! :) shopped talk and had fun. hehe
bought pressie and tops, at last! its a happy day! hahha anyways, anything beats staying at home to rot lah? eerrr lets see..tmr's sunday. den monday. den tuesday. den wednesday, sab's big day. hahaah den thursday. den..i dono what im getting at. lol im baall-odd! no shows, no games [
JACOB!=( ], nothing to do! sigh guess i'll go sleep soon..lol typical cure to boredness. bye!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:19:00 PM
wheee! after so long, one week of schooling..
finally the wkends are here. lol cant stand sch ah..too bad monday got sch. and yst my bio test was like
shit? diediedie nvm all over. hahaha
gonna go town now. seeeya dudes! cheers.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
1:22:00 PM
Friday, July 09, 2004
maybe i need to see the daylight,
live
beyond the half life.
dont you see im
breaking down?
oh lately, something here dont feel right.
this is just a half life..
is there really no escape?
no escape from time, of
any kind.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:01:00 PM
Thursday, July 08, 2004
alrights, so i guess i flunked my oral =(
i was too nervous larh? practically shivering the whole way through..haha the passage was ohkay, meaning i know all the words but i dono whether i used the right 'tone'. and den the news thingy was erm getting bad. needless to say, the last one
SUCKED. so many things i dono how to translate in chinese den the teacher like sub-ed in so many words for me! and they were frowning for i-dono-what. *boooo*
ah anyway its all over so im not gonna be bothered bout it! rather go study my bio..
ive decided! im gonna be a hardworking typical guai girl now. hehehhe oh yes!
it will work. i'll try..lol
okay, time starts.... NOW! *runs to study* burbye
self-
indulgence ;
<3
8:53:00 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
i hate the fact that my life is so routined!
i
need a change. when will that be?
im taking chinese o's oral tmr! and shit, im
so not prepared for it! i know i'll stutter when i speak. =/ aaahh im jus praying that the topic will be smth that i understand? lol *cross fingers* puurrr-leassee becos i really hope that i can at least get a B3!? actually getting that grade is kinda like a dream to me already. hahaahah! so ya.. =|
why do we never realise the important-ness of smth until its comes right at yur doorstep? hmm..or is it
only me? lol
im really starving, i need food! my hse is like always empty. no food or what..all that's left is plain water. brh..i gotta go dig. buhbye! =)
self-
indulgence ;
<3
9:36:00 PM
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
school was blardy boring today! like totallyabsolutely? sucksucksucks. now that school has started, it means the O's are coming nearer and nearer! wish i could just fly awy to somewhere..hahaha skip exams! how nice is that? ya, thats a fat dream. *poof* the bubble burst.
everyone around me seems so perfect - everyone but me.
cant wait to get on with life!
ugrh!
*SCREAMS*
self-
indulgence ;
<3
9:57:00 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
i think im weird!
'swing swing' suits me now. im having moodswings all of a sudden. it sucks! maybe its pms.
ah, yes must be.
hmmmmm yst and today was bloody boring. i died-edd. oh well the chinese O's listening wasnt that bad larh? but ive got mistakes already. brh! i wan a 10/10. ahaha fat hope. im more worried about my oral! i totally suck at it alright! i cant speak properly for god's sake. nervousness overtakes me. i cant breaaathe. i cant even move! =/ bwhahah okays that was shit =X
i wanna sleep but i cantcantcannot.
stupid coffee.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:37:00 PM
Friday, July 02, 2004
wheeeehee. we had a good talk..yeah, it was good. we = stoicies. :) i like us. liyu ten and all.
my father is damn lame..i think hes the dumbest dad on earth! lol cutest too. i so love him.
him: nowadays 7 o`clock the sky very bright hor?
me: ya lor..why ah?
him: hmm..dun ask WHY. ask the SKY. *laughs*
-.- hes trying to make is rhyme! not even funny den he laugh at himself. dumb right? lol nvm i like. i love. i adore. i admire. i blahblah..haha
im installing THE SIMS. so lag! thanks to liyu, i remembered this game. lol how can i not play a game of my own surname?! i mean i should be proud of my ancestors right!
hahahaahahha! crap.
hmmmmmm its all about
patience.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
6:39:00 PM
Thursday, July 01, 2004
its in your eyes.
i can tell what you're thinking,
my heart is sinking too.
It's no surprise.
i've been watching you lately,
i want to make it with you.
eyes practically closing and homework
still not done! i wonder what's wrong with me? nowadays i jus wont do my work and wad i mean is like i dun even TOUCH my bag at home. =/ diediediedie olevels. shiity crap!
tmr got youth day celebration.. hahaha yyeaaah! not like its gonna be so much of fun listening to song sing but of cos i'd rather listen!? i dun wanna study..lol i hope the celebration clash with maths! *crosses-fingers* pleeeeease let it come true.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:29:00 PM
