Saturday, October 30, 2004
5 things that i fear:
- ghosts ?
- frogs! theyre disgusting..
- pple dying or rather war lol
- being alone
- i dono larh
5 things that make me laugh:
- stoicies
- TEN
- the show, just for laughs! hahaha some are damn hilarious
- sometimes my 'dumbdad' =p
- my memories
5 things/people i love:
- my family =)
- stoicies
- TEN
- my bed
- money! mwuahhaha
5 things i hate:
- selfish peeps
- hypocrites
- being controlled (okay who likes tt?)
- being poor
- sometimes me? yup
5 things i don't understand:
- just life itself
- why my brain is so small -.-
- why cant we just enjoy life since we ll all die one day
- poa
- why the weather is so bloody hot brhh
5 things on my desk:
- books, mags, pencil box & stuff
- water bottle
- camera (since dono when its there)
- handphone
- FOOD, essential for studying! hehe
Right now i am:
- breathing
- typing, surfing the net
- sleepy
- lazy to study
- dreaming of 24th nov. or isit 23rd?
5 negative facts about me:
- i slack alot esp when the os is here
- think im fat
- stubborn? i think so
- personal stuff
- fantasise
ALOT
5 positive facts about me:
- am independent =D
- willing to die for my family
- loves everyone ard me X 3
5 things i plan to do before i die:
- travel ard the world !!
- get married and have adorable kids
- grow old hahaha dont wnana die young
- wanna party all night long
- work and get my first pay (cant think of anything else)
5 things i can do:
- play
- eat
- sleep
- talk alot
- shop!
5 Things i Can't Do:
- get married now
- get good grades
- stop dreaming of stuff
- get my face buried in books
- stop watching tv nowadays
Top 5 things that turn you on about the opposite sex:
- humourous
- fun-loving
- charming eyes
- caring, sweet
- wears a watch! lol sounds stupid but i dono? jus looks decent i think
Top 5 things you say the most:
- huh?
- bye, hello
- what !
- lol
- idiot
self-
indulgence ;
<3
1:51:00 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Dreams are an example of the collective unconcious.
Artists are especially sensitive to this, memories and lives surrounding a place.
Anyone, living or dead, surround us in different ways ;
whether it be their soul, or their mind.
Of those who feel the current of those around them,
most are aware that they belong to a separate part of the subconcious.
Those who cannot distinguish, often go mad.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:53:00 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
i hope switzerland comes out for olevels ; social studies
but wdv i hope always no hope one.. so yeah =/
aaaah ignorance is bliss ?
im into purple these days.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
3:05:00 AM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
SEVEN more days to
OLEVELS
this is no joke man.. only 7 more days and i haven started on my s/s yet. HAH?
damnnit howwww. this is
scary. im gonna regret if i do badly for this shitt !!
am all shrunken up from stress =( studying sucks
omg i think im gonna get a
F9 for poa
how to study poa! somebody tell me, save me ?
dont ask me to do the tys cos in the end all i get is the T-format and tada thats my ans =/
wahhh HOW. thousands of HOWs revolving round my head.
im gonna die. so badly.
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right i swear im right
Swear i knew it all along
And i am flawed
But i am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
self-
indulgence ;
<3
2:43:00 PM
Friday, October 22, 2004
i wish the world can change
i wish life could be better
i wish i had smarter brains
i wish there were lesser smart asses out there
self-
indulgence ;
<3
5:38:00 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just dont belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you dont know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you dont know what its like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you re down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
and no ones there to save you
no you dont know what it's like
welcome to my life
i cant believe u can get jailed for downloading songs.. what stupid law is that?
-.- no money buy cd also wrong lol
self-
indulgence ;
<3
11:45:00 AM
Monday, October 18, 2004
practical was o-k but yet bad! hahaha
im not making any sense i know but ahhh, i dono how to describe lah
i guess the whole experiment thing was okay but its the qns that i dono how to ans! irritating
hrm i guess everyone is being a nerd now
u know those typical bookworms, study and study all day long
yawns.. i cant do that. i wonder how they do it!
its really like.. being in jail? some sort of
pearl harbour is nice! first time watching it
josh hartnett looks so cute in the show !!
he has this charm, this attraction that is jus so..
breath-taking ? LOL!
*sings take my breath awaaaay..
and
the mask is on next wk! wheehee the last time i watched that show was in.. erm i cant rmb hehe but i liked that show! so i dont care im gonna watch it tralalas
alrighto time for america's next top model! ciao peeps!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
10:30:00 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
long + tiring day
finally graduated! whoohooo happy like siao
but cried alil during the whole
quite-boring-ceremony. ms tan's fault!
she cried while she spoke and its jus so bloody touching !? lol
at the end of the day, everyone seem to like her the most! hahah
okay shes those teacher that shamir mentioned is like durian ;
hard on e outside but soft on e inside hahaha. some theory!
went to some wedding dinner jus now
rushed there like HELL cos we were late, but wth! it
started at like 2045 when the
actual time was 1930
ironically, i found this on the card :
" your punctuality will be greatly appreciated "
yawns.. so much for being punctual? lol
but anyway the groom is kinda close to moi
so its worth all the wait. watching him get married is like watching my good old bro get married! hee
i wanna get married too. soon in e near future !!! =)
m and i got to see alot of pple i haven met in quite some time . and the story goes on and on and on ...
came hm. tired like pig but becos i bathed so i cant slp. now im gonna try and snore so BYEee!!
self-
indulgence ;
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1:41:00 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
im at home! home sweet home
going to sch is like almost doing nth
skipping sch is like slping until 12pm (: hehe
haven done that for so long too
hrm not hungry at all but i ordered kfc anyway! my parents are home so, yay! i wont be getting fat alone hahaha *evil grin
olevels are coming in 18 days !!
noooo so fast
not prepared for it at all; everyone seemed to have started alr. i think im quite alone =/ better start on smth asap
after the Os everyone is gonna go out as if like theres no tmr mwuahah
but shittys we re gonna start sch in march if we go poly ?
PLS DONT DO THIS TO US
its so unfair.. i dont care, better not let it happen !#%@*
tmr's graduation day
i am finally gonna be freee from bgss! tralalas
after this yr i wont need to see or hear mrs song talk her cock speeches again =D
the only sad thing is leaving frens.. nvm we ll all stay in contact hehe
KFC IS HERE buhbye!
self-
indulgence ;
<3
1:41:00 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
im happy im happy
im happy im happy
=) x 100000000
had balls of fun today out at town with TEN
we saw the spore idol pple haha even those that gt out already !
hehe we didnt really do much but the thing is that theyre all funny + loving pple.
so hanging out together dont really need anything fun to make the outing fun
err.. am i making any sense? nvm if im not ! lol dono how to explain..
anyway the fact is just that im oh-so-in-love with my fellow friends.
TEN is so so special to me
i love them THIS much
haha thinking bout it.. theres lotsa amazing thing bout all of them
different characters and funny past llol
okokok i better nt talk too much
im tired! GOODNIGHT
ten rocks my socks (:
self-
indulgence ;
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1:05:00 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
my results are terribily horrible
dont even ask me about my l1r4 =/
haven tell my mum bout it yet. i dun dare!
it sucks to see everyone getting so gd grades and YET they say its bad
pls lah? they dono what BAD is all about !! makes pple like me feel like a piece of poopoo with a fly as topping
also sucks when u feel that ure stupid but u cant be bothered to do anything bout it.
okay maybe the prob lies in urself =(
given up? maybe
anyway we started on this intensive revision thingie in sch
moving ard during different lessons
dono whether it works but poa was good!
for once, i actually get wad mr lee was saying. lol hes quite gd la..
i must do well for my poa alreadddy, easier den amaths. trytrytry
olevels please be over but dont come !
i know tt doesnt make sense but tts what i hope happens!
there can be miracles, when if believe
yawns spore idol sucks
jerry got in! LIKE WTH RIGHT he cant even bloody sing + chris should have gotten out?
at least i think david sings better den him
bah this whole thing isnt even fair.. if they got tons of frens of cos theyll win right! zzz
aiyah heck! haha must start studying already! (right laney? lol)
no more tv and com.
i will survive? =p
self-
indulgence ;
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9:39:00 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
sch was
waaay bad
was falling aslp in class =/
yst night sucked
scratching and flipping in bed
got back some results already
as expected, they sucked la!
haven get everything back but yurp, i know im not even gonna get a B !! =(
is it becos i haven studied enough?
or is it becos im jus plain dumb? I studiedddd lor. so it must be the plain dumb thingie
argh so bloody sad
my mum's gonna kill me and olevels are like 28 days awy ?!
shittys so fast.. i nv realise it lol
everyone seems to be on their way
they start studying already
i want to but i cant and i hope i can but i cant
all i need is time
self-
indulgence ;
<3
7:30:00 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
sundays
officially
suck!
period.
sunday = boring day
really nth to do lor? i hate sundays! so much
and sunday means tmrs monday and nobody likes monday! booooo
gonna get back results tmr.. how?
im gonna die, really!
i dun want to know but yet i wanna know =/
how ironic.
self-
indulgence ;
<3
3:15:00 PM
white chicks is
DAMN nice!
seriously, its soooo funny. u can die laughing
bwhahaha okayokay its not
that funny but its really nice. reaaallie
actually they dun even look like those girls -.-
but its still nice larh o-k ? trust meee hehe
todays been a fun day out with e girls =)
fun but tiring ah.. dono why too
i feel so
sick! haha bleah ooh ya
why must green represents sick ah? i dont understand how colours can represent our feelings; like i feel so
blue.
SO? why must blue means sad/down ! WHY
blue is such a nice colour! it should mean happy to me
lol.. okay why do i care -.- talk so much crap
okokok self control
nyway im like
really tired now, i can slp right here sitting up.
so gdnight everyone
swtdreams tonight
self-
indulgence ;
<3
1:24:00 AM
Friday, October 01, 2004
yays! prelims are
officially over
what more could i ask for ? hehe
btw, gdluck to those pple having dnt tmr
hang on there! its already e last paper :)
amaths p2 was a total
killer today
im announced dead! shittys
but who cares already la.. its all over! (for now that is)
only prelims over and im already on
cloud nine
lol imagine after the os? woohoo! i think i might go crazy maaan
fly into e skyyy
i cant wait for sat ! hee
and today dont feel like a thurs
thursdays were never this good before! like totally relaxing =p
muwhaaha feels good to know that tmr is a non-schling day, seriously.
i need a good night's slp !!
ve been havin latelate nights and early mornings; too lil slp. need my beauty sleep!
ahah
righttt.. too lil slp but still online at this hour -.-
okay larh! going to slp.. yawns my eyes are really half closed
night pple! swtdreams tonight
loonie is cookie
cookie is loonie x)
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indulgence ;
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2:15:00 AM
