Saturday, January 29, 2005

i am stuck with my com!
and thank god miss computer is willing to work well for me today (:
rmb i say its been down? yeah it got better today.. heh. see, my com is faithful to me.. mwuaha

ok the reason why im stuck here is because the living room tv got unplugged and everything is in a mess. den my bro's room tv somehow has some smell if u switch it on (like can explode anytime)
and my mum's room tv got no scv cos my bro took it to his tv that time. so why bother watching right? lol

i know, pathetic.

the painters have been here since a glorious 8AM disturbing my beauty sleep
and guess what theyve completed painting?
THE CEILINGS. VERY FAST AHHH? ahaha okay lah i not so mean.. i know its hard work.
oh n my friends should know tt i love green right? haha guess what again? my living room is turning greeeen! wheeee =D different shades of green somemore. thats the best part about being the youngest in the house; having things ur way. lol

haisssss everytime i start working i get sick.
must be that ZHU made me so angry.. im gonna see her today!
im suppose to be on off today lor.. she go change without asking me.
shithead, i cant stand her !!! god bless me

i dont see myself with this job for long.
and try smelling paint while ure sick.. =S

self- indulgence ; <3 11:37:00 AM

Friday, January 28, 2005

surprising, i felt good shopping today!!
shopping is different when u have the mood.. least it made me forget about that asshole zhu =p

or maybe its because i shopped with my mum? (:
even had a very super satisfying dinner at crystal jade. yum. im eating more den her! my god

smth funny happened at isetan today! hahahaha
it was so coincidental?!
sab called me and i met her (go to her blog for details) anyways, finally get to see that girl =D
oh and my mum called my aunt and we met my aunt too!!
the amazing things fate does.. aha

i love my mum. okay that was so random.
lol but in case ure thinking that i love her just because she bought me stuff..
the answer is a strong NO please.
i love her for being who she is.. for lovin me more then i love her.
and the fact is that i didnt buy much; only 2 tops and a jeans (which i need for work)
hehe im happy with it alr

and im gonna turn my room orange !
wheeee finally!!
purple is getting boring.. and i cant believe my room was once pink =X
its so.. barbie? ahha nvm! that was once upon a time

argh brother's home.. goodbye
have i mention tt my com is bonkers again?
ok its crazy. i hate it

self- indulgence ; <3 1:48:00 AM

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

self- indulgence ; <3 11:24:00 PM

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

exactly! its been so many hard day's night !
and i dont have anyone special to make me feel alright? lol its gonna be a hard day's night again today! gosh
have i mention that i particularly hate my 'head' in the shop. lets nickname her ZHU !
okay u see, i was late for 5 or 10 mins and she nagged at me
i dont mind that becos its my fault that im late but WTF shes always late can?!
shitty asshole! i cant stand pple she contradicts themself. i just feel like giving her one tight slap. and smth else happened too but its a long story.
she just suck, period.

ohwell, work has been so routined.. i hate routined stuff. (u know how boring it gets)
ive been doing the EXACT same thing everyday? yawns i feel like ive lost touch with the world! serious. i havent seen any of my friends except afew which i happen to see near my workplace
but i was finally off yst =) so i went shopping alone (yah pathetic huh)
but i met up with angie for lunch at sakae (: nth much lah cos she had to work at night.. grrr hahaha
btw i went home empty handed! ahaha see! i said i lost my shopaholic mood..
shopping just sucks now. really horrible. all the clothes are so boring/ugly =l

i need a pair of jeans badly!!
shit i better not be late for work.. damn that ZHU

self- indulgence ; <3 1:29:00 PM

Saturday, January 22, 2005

i think i can be placed next to a pile of poo and NOT feel weird =l
why is it that everyone seem to have a course (or poly) in mind that they wanna go to?
seriously, i dont even know what course i wanna get into! everything seems so boring.
im hopelessly hopeless lahh

work later. workworkworkwork
everyday work.. i havent even really shop for new year yet!
i need to shop. but all the good clothes gone.. sob
but nvm at least ive got $$ =D yays

i think i am going to be late again
aiyah im the late queen (proud to be one lol!)

gone are the good times we shared

self- indulgence ; <3 1:39:00 PM

Thursday, January 20, 2005

can i just curse blogger? BLOODY HELL
i blogged and this stupid blogger just had to ruin it ! #$%@*
im quite sure it wasnt my com becos other websites were doing fine..
yawns nvm i ll reblog since im so bored but am too lazy to bathe.

2 days of work seemed like forever ?! but im kinda loving it for now and i hope this love lasts =p
a few other 16 yr old girls working with me.. friendly chicks <3>utterly disgraced to say BG =/ lousy shit lol
bah working there is a little like Mango.. just that its a much smaller shop and there re more foldings than hangings to do! u know how much folding sucks.. we even need to follow this 'board' for the width of the clothes. yes, im serious! the big boss suck and NOBODY likes him (but he haven treat me bad yet)
all the clothes are sooooo damn x 100 cute!!! there are tubes, spag n racer back tops and etc lah
really super cute.. the smaller the sizes, the cuter it gets! haha if only i had a kid.

i wanna get married! give birth to a cute lil baby GIRL. im not bias but girls are usually more well behaved and sweet. i said usually.
and besides, girls have gt more varieties of cutie clothes =D i cant wait to dress my child up; prettypretty. hehe
ok i know all these will soon become a chore! but i still want someone who can accompany me to my grave lol

"only twice in ur life do they pronounce u smth. the first is man and wife, the second is dead."
i cant wait for my first but i sure hope my second comes as late as possible (:

time to bathe, catch my show and go to bed!
another day at work tmr. think happy and u ll feel happy :))
[highlight all + ctrl C *winks]

self- indulgence ; <3 1:24:00 AM

Monday, January 17, 2005

its been cooling all afternoon. superb x)

alrighto! i got a job. but there are alot of BUTS in my head.
i dont know. its quite confusing.. nah i really have no idea what im saying lol
just hoping that it wont be too bad

my brother got the Xda lls. tsk expensive
no we re not rich lah. he bought it with his super hard earned pay!
thats good because hes not spending money like any-o-how. pay with what u earned! i should learn to do that man (my bro is my role model =p).. haha but im not really a $ spender right ! ya so its not so bad. i just need money for some things i wanna DO. anyway xda is cool! abit big but still cool! not suitable for me though..

CNY shopping sucks now lah; no money, no talk.
and besides, everything so sian already. everywhere selling the same kinda thing.
all those nicey stuff cost like shit *blabberblabber

sometimes i think buying expensive clothes is really (and i mean REALLY) not worth it at all?
but maybe its o-k to buy smth expensive as a gift to urself occasionally.. but some pple really =/
i think its silly? ure only like paying for what?!
bingo - the brand
take fcuk for example: just four simple letters. a shirt with one pathetic sentence on it cost $50.. seriously, whats the point huh? i admit i envy those who can afford. but i dont think its worth it? spend it on food or smth u need lahh. besides, pple like us grow so fast.. before u know it - u cant even fit into ur bloody shirt or wdv.

btw, i was referring to pple who arent too rich.
rich pple can spend all they want.
they DONT NEED to care. (:
actually i do own some expensive clothes like levis jeans (1 pathetic piece) cause my superloveable&nice mum allows me to buy anything i want! but sometimes it just hurts to spend wdv she earned awy right? okay u get what i mean..

self- indulgence ; <3 5:11:00 PM

Sunday, January 16, 2005

can anybody tell me WHY my blogger is in chinese!?!?
i donnt know what the heck i did.. lol anybody knows how to change it back?

self- indulgence ; <3 1:07:00 PM

self- indulgence ; <3 1:42:00 AM

yawns.. im feeling tired already.
now thats early.

i lost my shopaholic mood (or wdv its called) ever since i came back from aussie
its like.. shopping = wasting energy walking ard.
seriously, the only things i bought so far were err.. 2 books ?! pple who know me will know that i hardly ever buy books! waste of money. i guess i just wanna have smth to do?
hmm perhaps the reasons for me not shopping is im broke and shopping over here is nothing compared to over there!
aww damnit i miss aussie again. yayaya.. im repeating myself again but so what? im gonna say it again. I MISS AUSSIE x 10000

ironically, im going shopping tmr =l

arghh im so pissed with JOBS. no im not angry that im jobless. its just the.. WHOLE thing. $%#^* i dont really know what exactly but im just in the tohellwithyou mood. if i dont really need $, i wont even think of working! i dont mind spending boring afternoons at home really.
f*** i wish i was in a jc now. blame it on my brains.
and i dont really fancy going to poly but im 90% sure im getting into one.. bleah
if only i could get out of here with my cousie.. so sad lah! :(

suddenly everything hits me, so clearly.

self- indulgence ; <3 1:40:00 AM

Thursday, January 13, 2005

finally, lynnie on the blog!! ha ha
ok ive got so much shit to blog.

am i a pessimistic person? thats what jonathan thinks i am. he even said alot bout me. (not ALOT but good enough)
hes abit psychic.. lol he can tell how a person is like just by talking to him/her !
and its seriously real because wdv he said bout me was right.. despite the fact that we re always only joking around or crapping. i really like him lahhh x)

I NEED A JOB BADLY. thinking back.. i wonder why did i even quit at mango?!
i could have continue.. so WHAT THE HELL was i thinking man!?!?! %#$&% the regrets u make in life. haha its so bloody hard to get a part time job now and im quitting =l must have been out of my mind.
the stupid fcuk just wont call.. i hope they call tmr. or really fcuk fcuk! get the joke? ha ha

had a good chat with my cousie yst night
yesyes coffee club-ed again.. i really cant think of a better 24hrs service cafe around town
as usual we were the youngest there.. but who cares =p i think we stayed the longest.
heh she was actually the one that told me what jonathan said bout me. he asked her whether i am ____ (wdv he thought i am) duhhh.. its difficult to tell someone in the face how u think of that person, right? awkward - is the right word to use.

argh im gonna miss my cousie when she leaves for aussie! ok the fact is that im jealous can?
lyn is super jealous!! but i will really miss her too. hehe i miss aussie. hais.. here i go again. STOP

ahhhh hahaah guess what pple! ive been reading a chinese book. yes CHINESE
omg even I cant believe it. o-kay, so i skip at least 2 words every sentence but so what! i still get the whole storyline alright. Lol interesting. and i bought a book yst; man and wife. just to cure boredom but i hope it wont come in handy because i really (x1000) want a job now? reaaally.

i need the money for far too many things! adding on the adidas jacket that i saw yst.. sigh (okay thats not a need but the rest really are) ive never realised the imptance of $ because im not really a spender. but as i grow, i spend + need more money so;

BOOM, it hits me.
hello reality?

just bless that i ll get a job soon.
or can someone get me that adidas jacket? juskidding.. not like anyone would. (:

self- indulgence ; <3 1:52:00 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2005

WOW its 6 am.. told u im turning nocturnal ! lol

i had alot of fun today! meet the fockers is damn funny!! hahahaha ok i know im abit lag.. but
SO WHAT? fock you! ive been fockerisedddd =p jus kidding. ha ha
and the baby is sooooo cute! ass-hooooooo

i dont understand why im having a hard time blogging! ahhaaha my memory is failing me. all i can rmb is
- fatty swensens
- cute jap guy!!
- funny movie with illegal food! HAAHA
- pretty stroll
- mongolia guys who look jap
- coffee club with not enough money =D
- disgusting toilets
- cab homeeeee

so fun right! ya i know hahahaha
abit high today =p

btw, good morning. but im going to sleep now! hehe

self- indulgence ; <3 5:56:00 AM

Friday, January 07, 2005

self- indulgence ; <3 10:31:00 PM

i want my levis !! should i anot, angie ?
omg any sponsors? =D

self- indulgence ; <3 1:56:00 PM

so im back from outerspace (:
i really am in a daze these days. besides going job-hunting.. im still waiting for very unhopeful calls. grhh >:l eat. sleep. tv. dream. computer. read. town and baaaah doing my usual thang lah! life's pretty much routined here.

i know i know, all those pple who re schooling are complaining that JC life sucks *blabber blabber
but PLS FEEL LUCKY THAT UVE GOT SMTH TO DO CAN !!? why? because ;
1) u get to make/meet new friends (BGR?)
2) ure not stuck with doing the same things again (whether its going out or staying home)
3) ure experiencing a new kinda life
4) u have got the brains! (ok i wish i was in one now.)

sigh the irony in life..

i dont know what the heck i want in mine. i keep thinking Spore is so damn boring BUT i know tt Spore is a darn good country? its safe in terms of terrorism, compared to anywhere else. or at least from any natural disasters!! but if i had a choice i think i will really get out of here.. not permanently though! some 1-2 years period will be good. i think? dont get it wrong, i still love Singapore!

i saw on news that some fortune teller from i forgot which country predicted that there is more to come in yr 2005. more = natural disasters =/ all that is left to say is ;

May God Bless Us <3

yeee im weird. i wish im at coffee club right now! NOW!! sipping on my ice mocha vanilla n having my sweetsweet girl talk. its best to talk at night ; the feeling's just right. peaceful + beautiful sky with a touch of the moon x) i wishhh..

ah back to reality. actually my life really isnt THAT bad lah. sometimes i tend to overlook things. haha goodnighties

self- indulgence ; <3 1:33:00 AM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

i actually had 3 sweetdreams yesterday night and im over the moon! haha
we actually chatted a lil in the dream.. aww how sweet. im missing it!

anyway i hope that person call! just call lah PLEASE! god bless us =)
and i hope that person call too. bwahaha but there is like less den 10% chance of tt happening ?

SO SAD LAH.. i feel so arghy now!
actually ive got quite a load of crap to say but im just not in the mood to.

self- indulgence ; <3 1:48:00 AM

Sunday, January 02, 2005

okay so im still sore bout what happened and im trying to get over it

so thank god today wasnt a bad day
out to one of my oldold tourmate house.. met up with lotsa pple
and my aussie guide went too! hahaha i really missed him ! no, hes not young but not old. hes very funny yet smart and faithful. (sounds like a poem haha!) awwww? hee his girl is sooo pretty. shes a mixed eurasian.. so u can imagine her face urself lol

caught phantom of the opera. its good if ure into plays, the songs are damn nice..
some parts abit sad
girl talked with my beloved cousie at our usual coffee club. yeahhh it was sweet x) i love the ice mocha vanilla there! haha fat.. aussie made me fatter but i wont mind living there =p

sigh anyway i forgot to wish everyone a happy sweet and new 2005 !
before u know it, 2006 will be right at ur doorstep.

night time sharpens, heightens each sensation
darkness stirs and wakes imagination
silently the senses abandon their defences

softly, deftly, music shall surround you
feel it, hear it, closing in around you
open up your mind
let your fantasies unwind
in this darkness which you know you cannot fight
the darkness of the music of the night

let your mind start a journey through a strange, new world
leave all thoughts of the world you knew before
let your soul take you where you want to be
only then can u belong to me

you alone can make my song take flight
help me make the music of the night

self- indulgence ; <3 3:25:00 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005

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