Sunday, February 27, 2005

wow the results are out tmr.. amazingly quick!
just on friday, i was saying "aiyah two more days.. still very long" and BASKET it felt like i just said it today?!?
but i think its because work has been quite tough recently; transferring things in and out. making time pass like a mad cheetah.

i hope i can get less den 20 points but.. yeah u get the meaning.
i am damn (x1000) nervous now. im feeling the cringe! (already)
omg, my 4 years of hardwork might come down to a shitness of 26 points or worse =/ i feel bad. i should have studied more/harder?
I KNEW I WILL REGRET.

regretness sucks, big fat time.

guess what? i still dono what course i wanna go into***
AND i still havent get my Singpass!! argh #$%$&^% everything is irritating me now. goodluck to me and every other dragon babies.. hang on there.

girls dont like boys, girls like cars and money?

NOT TRUE

self- indulgence ; <3 10:44:00 PM

Thursday, February 24, 2005

ok ignore the previous post, i was feeling some crazy feelings.

anyway i didnt know that watching a movie can make u so damn tired. hahaha!
u can like squeeze the other person's hand when u get so excited until like omg it REALLY (and i mean. really) hurts! lol and hide and seek is nice. its worth the money, its thrilling and its just nice lah! go catch it, gogogo

hrmm i feel so bad..and FAT lol
i spent soooo much yst. buying things and eating, gooooddness but i was so hungry that i was shivering u know. so u cant blame me for spending on food. anyway i think spending $ on food is muchmuch more worth than spending on rubbish stuff =D
plus i havent really spent money since i started working so its not that bad right? err yah i think so =p
haha alright as long as im happy, why should i think so much right? at least im earning money now.. hehheh

have i mention that i hate crows!!??!
they are the most disgusting thing on Earth. dirty and scary (like they peck on pple's head) and ARGH i just feel like killing them all!! %$^#%$&^#@
I HATE CROWSSS.

our results are coming out on the 28th right? not tmr.. its confirmed i think.
i saw the MOE website. freaking.... im gonna die of anxiety.
bah i better go shower if not i will be late! im going home early to watch sab's show. hehe

i love my nail colour (:

self- indulgence ; <3 10:24:00 AM

Sunday, February 20, 2005

i feel like cursing and swearing like a crazy asshole.
i feel like giving up on all the things in my life at this moment.
i realised that there are too many things im unclear about.. too many things i dont know. what do i really want.. WHAT!?!?
and what is wrong with you. ure making me hate u. maybe just for this moment (i hope) but its that bad anyway

argh mailto:#$#@&^($#%#&^(&^*

the results is gonna turn out bad.. im quite sure of it.
freako, even my mum thinks so!?! and the whole comparing thing is gonna begin again.. fuck i hate that the MOST.
all the aunties are gonna call and blahblahblah
whats wrong with them?!?! its none of their business right.. just go away? (or fuck off) ive had enough of it in p6 okay thanks.

forget it.. enough frustrating stuff.

empty frames, pictures torn apart.
what are we supposed to do?
when everything goes wrong..

self- indulgence ; <3 11:34:00 PM



can everybody STOP talking bout the MOE letter?
its scary and.. scary.
anyway we re getting back results next friday so please stop talking about it because that alone is scary enough! grrr
i still have nothing (no course) in mind, and i am going to die.
shit lahhh? i hate all these decision-makings.
me not ready for the future; MY future!!

ahh anyway rmb i said im working FULL today?
it really wasnt that bad.. infact it felt like a normal day man. haha
i think its because i talk alot. hehe but im lovin it :)
should i contd to work while studying? i really dont know!!
seeeeeee, i never know anything.

not ready.
not ready.
i am not ready for anything!

i think im quite young and childish.. lol yuck.
okay off-topic..argh i better go. im on morning shift tmr!
good because can leave work earlier but bad because must wake up at 830!
double boooo

alrighto nighties lovelies~
and im leaving u with my super adorable niece, Christ-Lyn. =DD


i wish i was HALF as cute as her.. haha Posted by Hello

and incase ure wondering how she looks when she sleeps.. HAHA


im gonna sleep like her tonight =p  Posted by Hello

AND I REALLY WANNA CATCH A MOVIEEE

self- indulgence ; <3 12:29:00 AM

Friday, February 18, 2005

wheee new layout =)
abit plain eh.. nevermind.

hoho! when i blog in the afternoon, u know its my off day.
shiok.. but im working FULL tmr! its tough but i calculated;
if i work on this sat and sun, im gonna earn 93 bucks! woohoo!
hahaha money minded. who isnt? =p

im sweating like siao infront of the computer!!
the weather just suck today, like now. feel like screaming my head off %$^%*
PLEASE RAIN! u know it always rains at the wrong time? like when im going out it just starts pouring yet when im home and feeling like a piece of ROASTED PORK, it just wouldnt rain. grrr

oh and i read Xiaxue's blog and she mentioned that on cny chu xi we are suppose to stay up late because its said that staying up late will aid our parents to live up to a ripe old age. HOW COME NOBODY TOLD ME THAT !!?!? i think i slept damn early that night.. shit nooo hahaha! okay superstitions (correct spelling?)
im not falling for it. hehe

ahh im getting all sticky.. off to bathe, buhbye!

self- indulgence ; <3 4:32:00 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

angela is addicted to melVIN
whats the point ?! hahaha he is funny right.. admit it my cousins rock (:

my computer has been taken for repair!! (thank god i just cleaned it during newyr, no dust!) woohoo the man said no data will be lost and i sure hope its true because i have TOO many treasures in it, please!

my room is damn messy now already. shit
have i mentioned that i counted my CNY angbao money ? hehheh is my answer for whether its good or bad =p staying hm today made me think bout olevels results..

FREAKING SCARY
im worried that my results will be a boo

plus abby wasnt making me feel any better. hahaah she was complaining aaaall the way from jurong to changi airport ma.. scared scared scared, make me scared only! haha

and... i dont think i have anything else to blog about. lol
blogger has just been like an online friend. people talk to it when theyre bored, sad, happy or feeling any kinda crap. well im saying its a good thing! blogging is addictive? yeah maybe

and in case ure wondering why in my previous post i concluded to 'tie ur hair when u take the freefall ride'
reason because i heard the story of a girl whose hair got entangled in the ride during the vertical fall and her hair obviously got ripped off her head. IMAGINE UR FREAKING HAIR GETTING RIPPED OFF WITH UR SKIN!! LIKE OMFG RIGHT #$!#%^#@
its a real story.. happened in Genting but i cant seem to find any news online but i know that they changed the name of the ride from Celero Shot to Space shot. so yeah maybe thats why.. im saying maybe!

i dont know why, but im looking forward to work tmr x)

self- indulgence ; <3 11:53:00 PM

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

argh!! ive got work today.. totally wreck my whole mood :(
i cant seem to get to bed early these days.. its like i slp at 3-4am and i wake up at 10am!! bleah or maybe its because of my home alone feeling lol
my parents re awy in malaysia and u know how much it sucks to reach home late at night to enter a house of silence + emptiness? well, try it urself =p

yst was a bad yet good vday i should say?
bad in a way that i didnt get to catch any movie and my cousie left!
THATS IT. no more late late late nights out and she will be experiencing a whole new life over there..
gosh, i miss her lah! although i dream that i can go over to.. but nvm she will be back. hehe
and it was good in a way that i spent alot of time laughing. lol
whats the point?! lmao! samuel korkor is the funniest idiot on Earth! hahaah the worse thing is he's married with two kids! unbelivable? believe it. =D
and his kids are the cutiestttttt

so anyway, the conculsions of the day are :
- the police is samuel's friend
- gays face retribution ahha
- melvin will never date angela (rofl!)
- drinking, smoking, piercing ear hole? WHATS THE POINT!! hahahaha
- tie ur hair when u take the freefall ride

okay time to bathe.. but i really dont care if im late. i hate the shitty weather.
oh yeah!! my computer broke down again!!

we were all in love
and we all got hurt

self- indulgence ; <3 12:27:00 PM

Friday, February 11, 2005

today's intake was bad......
hahaha okay please do not think that im a money minded girl because i really am.. not!!

have i mention that alot of my cousins have babies/kids now?
on my mum's side.. theres like 3? and my dad's side has 4!
all of them are sooooo adorable! i cant wait to have my own kids BUT i hate to see all my aunties fuss around with them.. lol im so mean right. call that protective =p

one of my cousins got married in England with an angmoh. i waannt! haha the whole time they were there, i was secretly looking at him =X she got married without any of us knowing. her parents have never ever seen him before, till today. lol! so cool right.. *dreams

it has always been my dream to marry a caucasian guy (i think 6 out of 10 girls will feel the same)
but have u realised that u will never meet ur standard kinda guy? the one u marry or get together with isnt usually ur dream guy. i guess its the feelings between a couple that matters the most (:

okay just posting afew pretty stuff =p



isnt this cute! toilet balloon bowl Posted by Hello

can u believe someone can actually make this!? genius


vrooooom vroom Posted by Hello

self- indulgence ; <3 1:18:00 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

today wasnt as bad as i thought it would be
BUT it was still bad =l

then again, when was CNY ever good? HAHA

with all those aunties saying the same thing. looking at u as if u were an alien;
saying obvious things.

"wah so tall already ah now.. last time still so small" (starts talking bout past)
like duhh?! dont they know that all humans grow older?

but i dont mind that actually. what i hate is being asked about my studies and what i wanna be in the future. because yaya.. i admit that im stupid and that my Os result is gonna suck ass but =/ its not really my fault for having a bird brain -.-

friendster is damn laggy.

ok that was so random. haha alright the only good thing bout today was the $ =)
i THINK its not bad lah. i havent open any of them but hehe i recieved some yst night already.
as in cash, not ang baos. cool huh =p

oh and one thing to say!! i slept on my bro's shoulders today!!!
the whole scenario was this:
- the car was abit cram
- i was damn tired
- so he like put his arms ard my shoulders and ask me to slp on him

SO AWWWW RIGHT?! quick tell me it is.
for a moment, he felt like my boyfriend.. lol!
but i really love my brother lah anyone close to me will know that big fat FACT.

I LOVE ARNOLD SIM <3
not forgetting my parents.. hugs!

btw anyone watched amazing race? the finale. that guy was soooo sweet! he proposed to his gf on national tv! its so god damn bloody hell sweet! he wanted to do it after they win the million bucks but too bad..
anyway i think love costs much MUCH more then money. agreed?

100% yes.


self- indulgence ; <3 2:58:00 AM

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

I think im having gastric.
but u know what? i ate a damn filling longjohns meal just now and im not the LEAST BIT hungry.
-.- whats wrong with me aaaaah? ouch

went sch. finally saw my friends! miss them
but im tired, really am.
i hate going to school lah..
have to wake up at like 6-7am!? yuck
and i slept at 2 plus yst.. godness.

anyways, Happy Chinese New Year everyone! x)
*sprinkles blessings on everyone
very fast rightttt.. another long[?] year ahead.
mmm whats the first thing that comes to ur mind when u think of cny?
i know; MONEY right!?
ok i bet 7 outta 10 pple think of that!!
but actually im recieving lesser $ each year.. argh when will the economy please get better? hehe

talking about new year! guess what man..
i broke a freaking round mirror that day.
yesyes, 7 years of bad luck :(
but anyway i quickly said hua1 kai1 fu4 gui4 and sui4 sui4 ping2 an1 in chinese! ahahaha
my reaction was damn stupid. thank god i was home alone.. lol

gtg.. bukit panjang. how i miss my old house!
and im still very full. argh.
full with gastric, ever heard of that? hmm..

self- indulgence ; <3 4:48:00 PM

Friday, February 04, 2005

all i can say is my com is really my good + faithful companion (:
this morning, my dad tried to switch on the com (cos my bro's one broke down) and yayness! finally can. and so my dad was freakin happy. then suddenly, the screen went blank with the *teee* sound! HAHAHAHA he havent even open one IE window. lol

and now im using my com!! mwuahaha

ahh obviously, im on off today again =p
i got alot of off man.. haha cool but off = less $ !!
but i had work yst and im still sick so i'd rather be off really.
surprisingly, yst's work was really good =D we re all getting quite close.
felt so slack-y like i didnt do much stuff yet the sales was as high as usual.. weird?

new year's coming!! i like new year! but i hate meeting my aunties and uncles
anyway i cant believe im 17 this year.
feels like im getting older n older like an ah ma. hahaha okay lah not that bad.

i wish my family had a car! easier to get ard.
u know whats amazing thing about having a car?
it brings a family together; thats what i think anyway. because when u have a car, u go places with ur family! like to have supper..etc
i miss those days! those cds in the cars.. we all sing together! HAHA
besides, i can ask my dad to fetch me after work also. lol! save me from all the walking.
u know how deep inside i live.. argh #$*%!@

wow my house has 10 colours. thats alot for a flat? lol and the fate is blue. weird righttt.. blue gate -.-
we were left with the blue paint.
but still, home sweet home.

and nothing beats that x)

self- indulgence ; <3 1:27:00 PM

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

off day today and although im sick i still went town lah
how can i waste sucha good opportunity right?

today = darn good =D
abit tired from all the walking
went orchard, raffles city & bugis today!! godness haha
all for my mum! alter clothes from everywhere, make me collect.
but being so filial.. :) hehe ok i shall admit tt im the best kid around.

guess who approached me outside TANGS?
steven lim!! hahahaha is that his name? argh wdv but anyway, its that guy who made a fool of himself during e spore idol competition and stripped in that top fun show. lol he is damn sissified! hes trying to ask pple to do eyebrow shaping btw. please lah, like who dare to go near him right?! brainless =x

hais i feel like chopping off my nose. $^&$#*@
so painful after all the rubbing. mucus cant stop flowing down! and the stupid cough makes my throat bloody itchy.
to make things worst, im working tmr.. =/ till night somemore.
work is really boring, really really really. not that mine is esp boring. maybe im the kind of person who cant stick to smth for long.. fickle? whatever

i wanna watch son of the mask !
the last time i caught a movie was . . .
alright u get what i mean.

i need to get more sleep
but i got one show at 1130 so.. ha ha
im going now!

self- indulgence ; <3 11:16:00 PM



im finally blogging again! haha
ok incase ure interested, reason why im not blogging is because ive been quite busy.
springcleaning like siao, getting sick and going to work!

working is so boring.....
when u study, u wish u were working. vice versaaaa when u work, u wish u were studying =/

tsk back to why i dont blog.. my com has gone kuku again and the internet explorer on my bro's com somehow just wouldnt cooperate with me. ahhh u know how much it sucks when ure surfing the net halfway and suddenly it jus get hang or closes!? yeah i think u do.. lol

my house now is as good as new! really clean everything (even the toilet pipes!)
and then i threw awy almost everything i can throw. hahaha
i love my new room, the colour i mean. damn bright and nice (:
ok.. i hope my mother srtike 4d or smth ! heh since the house is sosososo clean now;
may all good things arriveee

i hope i get well soon if not i will miss all the good food during CNY =p
im quite finished with my CNY shopping. this year is the most saved cny shopping ever! hehe
i havent got anything red at all. hmm maybe i can get a red bra or undie =p lol!
the feeling of CNY rock! $$$

alrighttttt i have a very busy schedule today! hahaha btw those very cute faces below are the navigation ard my blog (incase u dont know)
so, byeeee

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