i hug my pillow, and make believe it's really you.

Monday, April 11, 2005

please relink (=

self- indulgence ; <3 1:12:00 AM

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Yawnnnns.. i feel so shagged!
Towned today. Sigh i wanna shoppppp.. like shop properly. Slowly browse around, try here there everywhere.
I wanna shop and be able to BUY. Not window-shop ok.. ive been doing so much window shopping.
IT KILLS!! lol tempt me only.. thank god for my *ahem* self control (: But it really truly suck when u like that top so much and u know that it will soon belong to someone else............ right girls?

Me got so many things i wanna buy..
oOoo plus i cant seem to find a nice shimmery belt !!! %$&#&^$% crap.

Btw the movie 'Secret Society' SUCKS BIG TIME.
Dont catch it alright? im warning u.. do NOT watch it.
So draggy and.. boring. Unless u wanna see some fat boobies =x But it's really not worth it at all. Maybe u can try watching @ Princess.. hahaha

I totally hate the whole Poly Enrolment thing !!!
It sucks because it's so complicated and troublesome;
with the whole medical checkup and passport-sized photos thing.
I hate passport-sized photos.. lol. I never look good in them. That's why i pasted a garfield sticker over my ezlink card! Garfield looks 10 times cuter. Can i do that on the poly card too? =p

Ahhhh omg i cant even open my eyes.
Goodnighties everybody =)))))

self- indulgence ; <3 1:30:00 AM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Hmmmmm and i think someone can just shoot me dead!!
Because i forgot to bring my house keys out again today. &*^%R@$ this is like the 100th time. (ok lah not so many) And when i called my mum to come home, she was like saying my father wil be home soon. Then i waited and waited like an idiot.. no one appeared. So then nvm.. i asked my brother but he say tt he's not coming home so early (obviously, he chose his gf over me. HIS SISTER OF 17 YRS. BLOOD related somemore. *grumbles*). So i ended up at the void deck doing nth.. thank god for my mp3 player. THANK GOD SERIOUSLY. If not i think i will rot and... stink? ya whatever hahaha

Haiyo i nag so much.. ahaha
Today is really a veryvery Sinful day. I spent so much money on practically nth? I dont mind if i spent alot on let's say 10 things. But it sucks when u spent alot on only a few things.. shows how wasteful u are/i am. =l I will actually really feel bad about myself spending too much.. MY HARD EARNED $$$
Not easy aye. Oh plus i ate so much today! think im gonna die financially and fatticially. =/// it's bad badddddd

Yawns im tired. wheeeezzz!! I really like to type alot now.. haha =)
I need a job. Smth.. not long lasting yet with good money. Impossible right !? lol i thought so.

Goodnight
I dont want worse eyebags =p (but look at the time now. lol!)

self- indulgence ; <3 2:05:00 AM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Here I am, once again
Im torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought u were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you wont get to see the tears i cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I like Kelly Clarkson's songs =p
And i think she's damn lucky.. thanks to the idol competition for her luxury life now. She dont (more like WONT) have to worry bout $$ in her years to come!! yeeeeee how i envy.
Hope i strike lottery; 1 million dollars!! lol i think if that really happened, i will get stroke and die on the spot. HAHAHAHA thing about me is i tend to think too much..

Hrmm I went to work today! Aiyo what to do.. the supervisor like me too much. She called me back to help with the folding because obviously *ahem* my foldings rock. She called at 2pm and i went down at 3pm! Omg i rock. Hahaaa ok she just needed my help because the BIGBIGBIGBIGBIGBIG boss is going over tmr for.. i-dono-what. Bah she need help then call me. Of course im not stupid either - i got paid!
Im looking hard for a job now actually.. i want really good ones but its hard because sch's starting and nobody will be so stupid to hire me right? lol

Errrrr i dont know what to blog about. Let's be random.
I like Avril's my happy ending because it means smth to me.. (and u wont know what it is) Jason Mraz's the remedy rockkkkkk and he sounds like a black!!
Jennifer lopaz is damn skinny but i like Namie Amuro more, she' s sexier (red is sexy).
Hmmmmmm let's see.. i feel like peeing now. but very lazy to move.. hahaha
And i noticed i always say 'and' because its the only conjunction i know. wow.. conjunction. i miss English. ya right.
I'm in love with Ralph Lauren's new perfume.. very nice. but im too broke to buy.

OH YEAH I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT JIL IS BACK from down under for a holiday. Awwwww and we met up, and caught a movie and we coffee club-ed as usual and i love her so much! i can die.
ahaah im overreacting. But it felt good talking to her. But we had to leave because of some idiot lah.. LMAO

ALRIGHT i think my blog is damn boring. Stop reading ok?
Im just typing for myself to read. plus i FEEL like typing.
and thats my problem. sorry. lol

BYEEEEEEE.
i always take so long to blog.. hahaha believe it or not, i started at 0205?
i just chat too much.

i feel high.

self- indulgence ; <3 2:51:00 AM

Saturday, April 02, 2005

I havent blog for so long! errr i meant a few days.
Which is in my opinion, quite long. hahaha =p

Havent been doing much lately.. just working and working.
ooh and i went sentosa that day! Finally found the billabong.. haha and the girl (shopkeeper?) is very pretty!! Guys can go check it out. lol
Anyhoooos, i have officially quitted from Fox Kids TM!! wheeee AND boOoo..
because i am jobless and i think i will need cash. lol so contradicting.. cant stand myself !! @&!^$!#@
Anyway, before i left, i 'stole' a Fox Kids Catalog from the shop. ahhaha! catch me if you can =p
theres this very cute/goodlooking kid inside and the catalog is really quite well done! im impressed cause when i see those real kids wear.. seem so normal and not-as-nice. i wonder why?

Went back to school today andddddd i finally get to see my friends!
=D alright i miss them, i do. but i really do not miss school. I have friends who are taking Olevels this year and i feel so sad/stressed for them. I know it sucks but hang on there okay? (((: the sun always shines.. lol crap.
Im just glad that ive gotten through this phrase of my life and am movin on.. still cant accept the fact man!! hahaha

I MADE IT I MADE IT I MADE IT!!!! =O
%&#$HGHFGFHTRJ$&UJ$R&%(O*UYJNHGVB#!@!~``
ahahaha that is how excited i am.
i feel good bout tt~~ real good

But im (with every other dragons) gonna continue on with the next stage of my Life.. and im sure i will be damn x10! happy to get over all the exams and crap again. hoho! I sound like im anticipating Poly when im actually really not. LOL whatever
i dont know what i want..................................... im fussy.

Oook GTG mum is here!!!!
(right, at THIS time. she's awake still.)

self- indulgence ; <3 3:34:00 AM